Do you ever get the feeling sometimes that you’re losing the ones you love…? Well right now I am having that exact feeling and I’m unsure that I should even have it.
Someone very special to me is going through a rough moment in time right now and as much as I want to be there for them, I am choosing to give them space as they have asked. I love this person very much and slowly one of my greatest fears is coming to surface, it haunts my very mind day and night, consuming my thoughts like a plague. I have lost many days (because I sleep during the day) sleep.
I don’t want to lose them, I don’t want to lose any chance I could have to be happy with them. I might sound self-centered with all this, but my own concern is for this individual rather then myself, I can only however write what’s on my mind here.
If they should read this, Know that I love you very much and I wait for you to call on me. You don’t have to do this alone.
On the 25th of April 1915 soldiers of the Australian & New Zealand Army Corp landed at Gallipoli in Turkey at what is now called Anzac Cove. It was the first major military engagement for the “new” country of Australia newly formed from the federation of colonial States in 1901.
The landings were a complete disaster. British, French, Indian and Newfoundlanders (at the time not officially part of Canada) as well as Australian and New Zealand troops suffered some 251,000 casualties in the six months of the offensive.
They shall grow not old,
As we that are left grow old,
Age shall not weary them,
Nor the years condemn.
At the going down of the sun,
And in the morning
We will remember them.
Yeah, I really fail at remembering to update this stuff, but while I was tinkering with the site today, I decided to post something (for those of you who actually read this).
Yesterday I was looking at jewelery for someone who has taken me so completely and I think I found what I would like to get her *jumps up and down like a nutter*, but I will have to wait until near the end of March to get it and send it out, but it will be totally worth it just to see the look on her face, to see that bright, beautiful smile that just makes me all happy and melt into a puddle of happiness and love and stuff.
Carly-chan arrived in Melbourne last Friday and that makes me happy, she will be here for the next four months studying at Deakin University in Melbourne and I will be making every attempt that I can to get down and see her, I was going to this weekend but I never heard back from her so /cry (Carly-chan if you are reading this, we will be meeting up sometime, I won’t let you come to Australia and NOT be hugged and kissed and licked by me hehe). Also, testing out a new plugin for this which should hopefully post a link to my twitter when I’m done!
I’m off for now, got to chill, sleep, work, then enjoy a four day weekend (with the cutie!).
I think this quote does sum up how I feel for you my love, that is if you are reading this.
My love is a fever, longing still for that which no longer nurseth the disease.
In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes for they in thee a thousand errors see, but tis my heart that loves what they despise, who in spite of view are pleased to dote – shall I compare thee to a summer’s day? Thou art more lovely, and more temperate…
No, I really haven’t forgotten you journal, its just a busy time of the year and I’m quite happy that the season is almost over, though soon-ish I really need to do up a resume and get it out there so I can find another job to support myself, my hobbies and my desires.
Anyone want an awesome guy to work for you, perhaps in a management position? hit me up and let me know
(yeah I know, but hey its worth a shot lol)
It was my 24th birthday a couple of days ago and I had a blast. from 5pm on the 18th of december onwards was freakin’ awesome, hugs and kisses from co-workers, calls from friends around the country and the one thing that made my day was from the Cutie. I also went and had dinner with my family, Oh my little Brother is Assistant Manager of a clothing store at Midvalley, yay for him. Also, if you are on the fence about seeing James Cameron’s Avatar, GET THE F**K off the fence and go see it! I really REALLY enjoyed the movie.
Shout out to the Cutie, Love you with all my heart!
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