Heyallo | Friday, May 18, 2007
| 04:40
This worries me, its a simple operation yeah. but I don’t trust no one with a sharp object anywhere near my mother, and since i’ll have to stay here while she goes to Melbourne, it makes me worry more so then normal.
Heyallo | Monday, May 7, 2007
| 23:15
Some people don’t know the pain others endure to ensure the happiness of those they love.
I am one of the people who feel this pain. But the one I love does not know this. I had to lie to her so she could be happy. I told her she could not break my heart for it was already broken. This is my pain, a burden I will carry for some time just so I know that the one I love, can be with someone who makes her happy.
At one point, I thought my distance from her was a curse, because I truly do love her and wanted to be with her. But now, It is a gift of sorts. It allows me to distance myself from her physically and emotionally. I don’t want to be the one who causes her new relationship to end……